Episode 18

Amanda H: Reconsidering Self-Sacrifice

Published on: 3rd August, 2023

In this episode, Amanda talks about her spiritual journey, motherhood, and her changing views on sacrifice.

Content Warning for a brief mention of rape, and also talk about racism, classism, and spiritual trauma.

This episode was recorded March 30, 2023.

Next episode will be released August 17, 2023.

References:

Harry Potter Book 5: Order of the Phoenix by JK Rowling (incorrectly said to be from Harry Potter Book 6: Half-Blood Prince)

Matthew 5:27-30, removing your eye if you look at someone with lust

"Curled in on yourself": https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Incurvatus_in_se

Scrupulosity: https://iocdf.org/faith-ocd/what-is-ocd-scrupulosity/

Princess Bride, film directed by Rob Reiner

Orthodox view of Salvation, youtube video by Steve Robinson https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WosgwLekgn8

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Keep the Mess
Messy Conversations with Messy People
Conversations about dissociation and embodiment; how our experiences and identities shape our relationship with our bodies. Each episode shows how messy and beautiful it is to be human as we attempt to connect with ourselves and each other.

Episodes release every other Thursday.

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Eden Alexander M

a Christian, a missionary kid, a queer transman, a creator, a student and survivor of mental illness, an addict in recovery; someone who chafes at the constraints of such boxes and labels